oneiros

strange dream I am at my high school reunion. I don't recognize hardly anyone and hardly no-one recognizes me. I realize that I am getting older. The reunion is in California and I point upwards at this incredible grassy hill with craggy old windblown trees and I say "Just beyond those trees is my grandfather's house". I am surprised by this. I then tell whoever is with me that my grandfather once owned the whole hillside but he sold it in parcels and developers have destroyed it. I felt so sad looking at it. Then I was at a dinner party with a man I loved. It was a very regal dinner and I slurped my soup, ate with the wrong utensils and then stood up and began to clear the table. All of these social faus pas made the hosts and my date embarrassed. When I handed the butler my plate I was beginning to cry and I left. I crossed a canal and ran for some time until I felt free, than I lay down on the bank and stared upwards all these men were suddenly interest