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Strange dark dreams. There were shadow-ish people living in the dark places of my house, they were human, but malevolent and all of them were men...my first boyfriend was part wolf with a power talisman, a living snake that passed malevolent messages to him through writing on his skin. I chopped the snake into little pieces. It became rigid like a pencil. I put the knife to his neck but couldn't kill him, so I asked him to just let it go and be kind. Nope, it wasn't gonna happen. Next I was battling a whole group of men in the branches of a tree outside my window, most resembled men I had loved, admired or idealized. I was overpowered and escaped inside, closing the window barely in time. I yelled for help, but Shane was busy watching the game and my sons were too young. I gathered my courage and then I realized somehow I had lost and was going to have to do what they told me. I was going to have to work where they said and be who they told me to. Suddenly, I felt li

Dream snippets: I am washing my hair in Wind's sink. My hair is dread-locked and the water is so salty. I keep getting it in my mouth and I feel like I am going to be sick, my whole tongue is swelling up. Finally, someone agrees that the water is salty, this somehow validates my opinion and I leave the sink. Next, I have a baby and a doll. I play with the doll as much as the baby and the baby and I love the doll. We are on the earth outdoors playing with the doll when a woman walks by with her dog. The dog tries to suckle at the baby. Next, I am nursing again. Bodhi is nursing and I have a lot of milk. I feel a sort of unmatched fulfillment. Next, I am at a beach and laying on the sand. The beach is crowded and this family nearby is pouring artificial, styrofoam snow on the sand in a large square to immulate a bed, for the kids to sleep on. I feel horrified at the evident disregard for nature.