I am dreaming
I am escaping something. I have a travel companion. I am walking through the fruit orchard of my youth. There we find a naked female dummy. I pick her up and throw her in the trash, she has an upraised delicate tattoo across her bum (the body seems a bit too lifelike). We continue on. I am afraid of what is chasing me. I carry little with me other than a grocery bag of food. These two cousins catch up to us, One has two heads on long leg-like necks. He is hurt and wants to hurt us. In the end he falls in love with us and we are able to leave. This delay has given our pursuer time to catch up. It is my first boyfriend Jason Wolfe. He has razor blade finger nails that he flicks at us like daggers, then spikes and more razors. I pick up several and shoot them back at him, eventually slicing his throat with one of his razor's. As I do I realize that he has a female counterpoint. She is rotund and looks like my moms dear friend Nanceye(whom I love very much). I cut her head off also, pulling out part of her spine like a stem. Her face shrinks and wilts like a sunflower. I hold her up and think how beautiful she is.
Oddly the dream doesn't 'feel' very violent once the fear is gone. I am not angry, just matter of fact. I wake up

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